MOMENTS
I don’t currently believe in life after death but I envy people who do because believing that everything ends when you die is a real downer. Most of the time it doesn’t bother me, but then occasionally you have those moments, the ones of such incredible beauty and joy that you are overwhelmed and something rushes through you and you think that there must be more to our existence than merely this physical world and that we can’t just be flesh and bone but then the moment is gone and you know that it can not be documented, recorded or photographed except inside your own mind as a memory, and that some day those memories will be lost forever. It’s crushing.